Pretend

Pretend. Pretend to be whatever you are not, untill you are. Pretend to be that "I don't give a fuck" character untill that character devours you. Don't let your vulnerabilities show, conceal them at all cost. Weakness attracts submissiveness. Only when people look up to you, will they want to interact with you. The moment your weakness is revealed, people lose interest. This is a well known human behaviour. I don't intend to say everyone is bad except me, not at all. I'm only stating the true nature of human mind, and it stands for me as much as any human being. The longer you can maintain that character, the longer will you not be alone. And, inevitably, once you are alone, don't be harsh on yourself. Loneliness isn't as bad as it seems. We are social animals, we reached the peak of civilisation using this social character of ours, so of course we can't bear with loneliness. But we are also intelligent animals. Animals with the ability to see through our own biology and understand ourselves at biological level. See through your desires, and find out it's reality. It is your biological need to interact with someone, to not feel alone. Don't you think you should rise above your biological needs? And not feel so f*cked up about something that only affects you because of your biology. You need to break-free of that vicious circle of emotion.

In the end it's just you, and always will be. Realise the absurdity of letting your body decide what you need. You are not your body, you are not your brain, you are something incomprehensible. You are the mirror that everything ambient to you relfects upon. You are a dimension that's unheard of. Everything you see or feel are merely a vibration in that dimension. That vibration is used by your body for its selfish use, to manipulate you into feeling sorry for yourself. Don't give in to it, realise it and break free.

All these aside, I hope you never have to realise all of it. I hope you'll never have to feel alone :)

Hide your vulnerabilities, untill they vaporise.